Sylvur Severus Blue Desperate Journal
3/19/15
Dear journal this is my entry for you I hope you can understand what I am going to share with you. Everyday I am going to share something with you. Well maybe not everyday but I will be sharing with you. Ever since I have became a vampire on January 9, 2015 I been seeing her everywhere. My grandmother the same one I poisoned to sleep just so I could escape her grasp. But ever Since I became a vampire I made a mistake. She follows me everywhere. I should have never done that to her but I did and now I have to suffer seeing her everywhere I go. Sometimes she appears for a quick second other times she lingers for a long time. Sometimes she just stands there other times she says words. Evil words that hurt just like the way she used to while she was still alive as a human. Now she is just a evil sprit that does the same as she did in the past but worse since now I am a vampire. She cant haunt me as long as I am still around as a vampire. I am not going to let that old lady get into my head. Oh no I am not. I don't care if I go mad trying to prevent her from messing with me. That old lady is not going to win against me ever. I used to be called Jessamine now my name is Sylvur Severus. I am still learning about being here. Sepsis is my sire and she been helping me learn things. I am such a slow learning but I always have been and I hope that is good enough for her. I am not a crazy person journal trust me I am not. Well anyways my journal it was nice to meet you. I hope you have a wonderful day. You are such a beautiful journal. I will see you tomorrow if not I will see you whenever I feel like writing to you. So please don't get offended when it takes me a while to come back. Remember I don't hate you. How could I hate you? You are my only friend journal. Once again thank you for listening to me. Take care for now. Sylvur Severus