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♪ Some "Shoes" Can't Be Trusted ♪

Post by Skylar »

--The following transcript was a live chat roleplay--
This RP takes place on Saturday 27th December 2014.
Doc:
Doc had not done as well in the Raid as he had hoped. But it served its purpose, a chance for wanton gratuitous violence. Why? Because Phoenix decided to hold him up for ridicule in front of others. Oh sure she would probably deny it. Say it wasn’t what her intentions were, but he didn’t ******* believe it. She did it on purpose. So he found himself viciously slaughtering the cretins in the raid until his energy failed him. Now however, the raid was over.. unless he wanted to loot, which he didn’t wish to; so he headed to Corvidae Flats. He needed to see that black market dealer that was usually found in lobby. He rubbed his forehead with the back of hand as he pushed door open, and headed to far corner of the lobby.

Skylar:
I sigh as I hammer yet another damn piece of metal into shape. I’m beginning to loathe this hobby. I do it so damned much it feels like an occupation. ******* Ric didn’t even know I made jewellery. I blow a strand of hair out of my face; half out of frustration, half out of necessity. That’s it. I’m done. I pick my phone out of my pocket and smile before I type my reply. I hit send and freeze where I’m standing, wondering why I wouldn’t want to see him sooner. I run my hands through my hair, checking for bumps on my head as I go. Nope. I didn’t hit my head. I don’t think. “**** it. I’m not in the mood for this.” I pack my **** away and head for the portal.
“Hey Sky, Sky. Forgetting something?”
Urgh. Dillon. Forgot about him. I turn around and try not to let the pain I’m in show. I mean I’m good to be myself round Dillon and everything, he won’t think me weak. It’s more that I don’t want him to worry. Which I know he will.
After a few minutes of polite chatter. He eventually hands over my jacket, but even then I have to practically pry the things form his fingers. He knows where I’m going and want’s to try and stall me. In some ways I feel sorry for the guy but it wasn’t like I was trying to lead him on. With a smile and wave and head through the portal to the Quarantine Zone. It doesn’t take me long to reach the lobby of Corvidae. The portal lets out a few blocks over. Thankfully the monsters around me are few and far between, so giving them a wide bi
I push open the door, look around the place – checking for creatures – and head towards the elevator. I’m about to push the button when I notice the guy from the party. The guy Ellie didn’t seem to like. Doc. He had another name but for the life of me I couldn’t recall it.
“Yo! Doc!”
I call out across the lobby and wave my hand. My actions aren’t as enthusiastic or as fluid as they should be because I’m in pain. Thankfully my voice rings with excitement. Too much perhaps but it’s too late to change that now.

Doc:
Hearing his name and not recognizing the voice, he half turns to see the cute Blonde from the party waving at him. He smirked because he knew Elliott would have a ******* hissy fit if he knew his precious little one within twenty feet of Doc. He rubbed his chin as he gnawed on the inside of his lip. Yes. **** Elliott. She was cute. He pick up and shouldered the duffle bag that had been resting at feet while he waited in line. Leaving his spot in line, he strode over to the little Blonde. “Sklyer.. Right?” He pointedly looked her up and down, one reason, because she had mentioned being hurt earlier, and the second reason, because she was cute.
His eyes held a decided twinkle to them. He was going to be a ******* gentleman. He would go out of his way to be polite, just to show her that Elliott was paranoid. His eyes make it back to her face, “So how are you feeling?”

Skylar:
I wait as he inspects me. Thankfully my jeans were untouched – this time – but my t-shirt was on the DNR list. Oh well. More material for Ric to make new in one of his projects.
“Yep. Yep. That’s my name. And…urgh. Don’t ask. I feel like ****. But it could be worse. The jack is acting like an anaesthetic. For now. Gonna go up to Ric’s…”
I wave my hand above me to show I was going upstairs somewhere. I didn’t give an exact apartment, I know how Ric is. Mainly odd, very odd even, but adorably so in some ways.
“Get wasted. That or get stitched up. Maybe both. Depends if he’s home. If he ain’t there I’m gonna down what I got in here and get an early night.”
I pat at my bag as I speak. I have bottle or two in there to go in my cupboard. Or under the bed. I’m not sure I trust Ric to know where it is. He doesn’t understand my love of alcohol. But I’m no alchie, so the cupboard will do. If I start hiding booze around his place I’m pretty sure he’ll think I have a drinking problem. Well, more of one.
“Oh hey you wanna see the damage. It’s pretty impressive really.”

Doc:
Doc grinned at her. She seemed rather nonchalant about the whole thing. He remembered a few females having ******* meltdowns because they broke a nail. This girl got hit with, by the looks of her shirt, a spray of shrapnel and she eager to off her war wounds. “Sure.. I will take a look. I can patch you up some. I am a surgeon.” He decided to take a paternal role. “Normally I would tell you that getting wasted would not really help the situation, but I know you wouldn’t believe me. I will say, however, to go easy on it.
You will eventually build up a tolerance to it. And it will take more and more to get you that high you like. At some point, you may not be able to get that high again. Then you will start getting ill-tempered and nasty.. and no one will want to be around you.. you wouldn’t want that would you?” He broke his gaze with and dropped the duffel bag to the ground. He squatted beside it, unzipping it, then rummaged through it before finally withdrawing a leather case. He stood up and held the case. “Narcotic pain killers.. not scared of needles are you?”

Skylar:
I listen and try not to laugh as he scolds me for my drinking. God. You’d think that next to being a blood sucking vampire, that having a few drinks every once in a while was nothing. The men in her life needed a reality check. Stat. Not Ellie though. Ellie understood. He’s pretty cool like that.
I open my jacket to show the torn remnants of my t-shirt that only just preserves my modesty. I have shrapnel imbedded in my chest, bullets in my stomach. Or what’s left of it. The creatures really went to town on me. I was sporting a fair few burns too, which made moving painful but not impossible. I wasn’t going to let it slow me down.
“Oh hell no. I don’t need the hard stuff. But thanks for the offer.”
I wrap my jacket around myself again. I’m not shy when it comes to my body but my injuries weren’t anybody else’s business. Those that needed to know, knew. Those that didn’t, didn’t. Everything was right with the world. Kinda.
“And I could take the needle. No problems there. I’ve got ink. I’d just prefer to tough it out. And no need to worry on fixing me up either. Ric’s pretty good with a needle and thread. And no offence or nothing but if I have to choose who gets to put their hands all over me. He’s way more my type.”
I laugh. I’m not being rude. Just honest. Doc looked to be as old as Ellie. Older maybe. And Ellie was already out of my preferred age range. Just cos I look like a ditz with daddy issues, doesn’t mean I am.

Doc:
Doc nodded, “Fair enough.” He replaced the syringe case in his duffel bag. He rezipped it and shouldered it again as he stood up. “On the burns, keep them moist, even if you have nothing but Vaseline. If they dry out, then as they heal, they itch like a son of a *****. And when you forget and scratch.” He grimaced and whistled through his teeth. “You will be tempted to put bullet through your head.”
Silent for a moment, he canted his head to the side, “You and Ric a thing?” Doc knew Roderic, but he didn’t strike Doc as the type to have a perky bubbly girlfriend. He was trying to place ‘in time’ when Lucretia had said Ric wasn’t interested in her. Could Sklyer have been the reason? It wasn’t like Doc was a close and personal friend of Roderic, more like they spoke when they had to. To Doc that was defined as ‘knowing’. Very few people, other than family got past that point.

Skylar:
“Thanks for the advice. I’ll totally do that. The Vaseline thingy that is. Other than that I envision myself living like a mermaid and camping out in Ric’s bath tub. Not sure how he’ll feel about that.”
I pause for a moment, bend forward and start fiddling with my shoe. This soon leads to me hopping on one foot like a lunatic as I try and untwist one of my straps. The well timed action gives me a moment to think too. I mean I’ve already told Ellie and Pi that Ric’s my kinda, sorta, maybe boyfriend.
“I… erm… That’s kinda a loaded questions truth be told. The ‘are we a thing’ one that is. Ric and I don’t really agree on labels… So… I’m not labelling it a thing or anything else really. I mean ... I want to say yes. Like I feel like we are. But Ric’s… Well he’s Ric. I’m gonna let him figure it out in his own time. You know him well? Ric?”

Doc:
“Well? No. No I cannot say I know him ‘well’. I’m a guy. You know.. we don’t do that touchy feely **** you females do. You girls get together and can giggle for hours about what some guy wore and that he looked at you.” Yes, they could. He remembered being an unwilling participant of one such giggle-fest when he lets the girls crash with him at his apartment. He had spent the entire time hoping and praying it would be over soon, only to have to hopes dashed by high pitched screams of excitement as one of them brought up a new guy to gush over, which started the whole thing all over again.
At Skyler’s comment about labelling, Doc frowned slightly. “Is the same thing as Phoenix ‘married but not married’ thing? Because that still ******* confuses me. How the **** can you be married and not be married? Either you are or you aren’t you can’t be both?” He shook his head, “It’s no big deal.. If you don’t want to say.. you don’t want to say. You could just say ‘None of your ******* business’.. you know?”

Skylar:
“Aw Doc.”
I pat his shoulder as I smile up at him.
“I’m not being evasive. I just don’t have a good ******* answer to give you, that’s all. Ric is… Well he’s an odd duck. I mean if I were dating anyone else I’d def say yes. But yeah anyways. Hang on. Give me a sec…”
I start rummaging around in my bag to find something. My hand lands on the bottle but that’s not what I want. Next is my purse, then my keys, then finally my fingers feel the cellophane wrapper. I pull the lolly out, remove the wrapping and pop it in my mouth. It’s rude maybe, to talk with your mouth full but I’m not really thinking about that. I just needed the taste of something sweet.
“So yeah.”
I pull the lolly out and twirl the stick between my fingers as I look from it to him.
“I have no ******* clue what Ric thinks we are. I just know what I think we are. And yeah I’m aware I sound like some crazy ******* stalker. I’m not. Honestly. He’s just… Well… Like I said, he needs to figure things out in his own time.”
I should have told him it was none of his business. Explaining what Ric and I were/were not kind of hurt my brain. I knew what we were. I just had to wait for Ric to catch up.

Doc:
When she said ‘hang on’, he had presumed she was going to show him a photo or something of her and Ric; but she pulled out and stuck a lollypop in her mouth and started sucking on it, he couldn’t help but grin. “How old are you?” He wasn’t asking it to be rude, but had presumed she was in her twenties. But more and more her actions made her out to be so much younger than that. Elliott was robbing the cradle now to get his fix. He might not know Ric, but he knew a bit about Elliott, thanks to their head on run ins and the information that Cytherea told him about Elliott.
Seemed he would get urges to sire. Not on the merits of the person. No. Elliott sired because he had a compulsion to do so. It could have been a quadriplegic octogenarian and as long as they were willing, Elliott would sire them. Didn’t really speak well at all of Elliott’s spawns. And now here was Skyler.. body of a twenty something, personality of a fifteen something. And with that in mind, Doc figured her comment about Ric figuring it out, meant, ‘He has no clue’. Oh this was priceless.

Skylar:
This question seems to follow me around like the black plague. It was one of the first questions pretty much everyone asked me in this new life. Everyone but Ellie, but I’m not entirely sure about that. I could be lying to myself.
“I’m twenty-eight. And yeah I know I look like jail bait. Wanna see my ID?”
I put the lolly in my mouth and start rummaging through my bag again and pull out my purse. My ID. My eternal companion. If I didn’t find a good forger in the future I was going to be fucked. I’d have to rely on Ellie on a big old way. Not that I didn’t already pretty much treat his place like an open bar.
I grab a hold of the lolly stick again and grin at Doc as I fish for the ID in my purse.
“This is gonna get ******* old I can tell ya. I mean I always assumed I’d hit 30 ad start to look twenty-five or something. Fat chance of that now. Oh… That Nix thing.”
My brain seems to kick in a minute or two too late.
“I know right? I mean Ric asked me about how you can be married and not married or something but I didn’t get it either. I mean yeah. Ain’t no ******* way someone’s calling me wifey unless it’s ******* true I can tell ya. But ya see, labels. They aren’t always right are they? I mean like what one person thinks is right, is wrong to someone else.”

Doc:
“Baby it’s not your looks.. “ He eyes her ID, “..It’s your actions. You act like a ‘tween who just got tickets to the Bieber concert.” He lifted an eyebrow as he tried not to laugh in her face, “You know the type. All high pitched squeals and bouncing up and down, while trying to act older than they are?” Doc wasn’t a fool. He knew a person could get decent ID’s for the right price from the right person. He wasn’t sure Elliott would advocate that for his spawn.
But She didn’t strike Doc as the type to be over the top righteous in her pursuit of fun. Yes, she would have lied to Elliott, if she thought it would get her something. Just like she was waiting for Ric to figure out he was in a relationship whether Ric liked it or not. She probably called ‘little white lies’. The kind that didn’t hurt anyone. His lips twisted into a wry grin. “So what do you think of our fucked up family? I have a feeling you fit right in..”

Skylar:
I blink and look at him in confusion. Not my looks? What else could it be? Then he explains and while part of me is pissed at being mentioned in the same sentence as Bieber, I can’t help but laugh.I start laughing but soon stop, my hand going to my chest to steady myself and sooth my aching body. The pain is a great remedy to drunken mirth.
“Pfft. Bieber. Yeah right. It’s the looks. Mainly. I’m every sickos wet dream me. I’m legal but I look like jail bait.”
I shrug. The personality thing wasn’t right. Was it? Do I act like some over excited teenager. Probably. More so when I’ve had a drink. I can’t help that though. I love life. Social restraints were for other people.
“I think you just insulted me there…”
I pout for a moment and try to look pathetic before I start grinning and place the lolly back into my mouth for a moment.
“So you think I’m fucked up eh? I’m not. Not really. I mean yeah. I died. Woke up like this but meh, people have it worse I’m sure. I kinda like who I am truth be told. Ric said I reminded him of a Pomeranian once. I guess that fits with your ‘tween thing right?”
I shrug.
“I’m spirited. I like life. I like people. I love music. I love art. I’m me. I’m not fucked up. I’m just living my life the way I want to. You know what I mean… right? I’m starting to think some vampires take themselves way too seriously. Why not enjoy what we are? Who we are? I like me.”

Doc:
Doc smirked and shook his head, “Yea…” The word was drawn out, followed immediately by a blunt and short, “No. It’s your actions. Looks. You look twenty something. But you do not act twenty something; hell you don’t act nineteen. You act younger. And,..” He shrugged, “How do I know if it’s an insult, maybe you get off acting like a teen boy’s wet dream? I don’t know. Maybe that is the look you’re going for.” As she addressed the family question, he shook his head in amusement, “I never said ‘you’ were fucked up.. I said the family was fucked up.. because it is. You have Mr. Peace and Love.. who gets bent if I talk to his spawns. You have his squeeze who likes to **** humans in order to get Mr. Peace and Love’s attention. You have the ‘girls’ who like to tag-team to shred people. There is Madison who completely lacks a sense of humor. And then Me. The one not allowed in the family compound, because I think differently from them.”

Skylar:
I pop the lolly in my mouth and twizzle the stick as he talks. I make that kinda face that shows he’s probably right when he tells me it’s my actions. Ain’t nothing wrong with that though if you ask me. People could be way too serious. Ric for example. He tried to only ever do what was necessary. Everything had a purpose. Living like that would probably kill me. I needed fun. I needed silly. If I couldn’t be me I’d have serious issues.
I shake myself, like literally. I tip my head from side to side, swing my arms back and forward and clap my hands together and despite the pain, or perhaps with the aid of, I give Doc my best impression of sober, boring me.
“I can be serious when I want to be. I don’t have to have fun every second of every day. And to prove it I will inform you that you implied I was fucked up but saying that I fit in with the family.”
I can’t keep that face very long though. I soon begin to giggle, mainly cos I’m remembering what he said about me and I knew how I was about to respond.
“As for the teen boy’s dream thing, please, like you wouldn’t do me. I’m not big headed or anything. I don’t try to attract attention. I don’t even think I’m all that great looking. I just know I’m a lot of guy’s type.”
I shrug and wait to be told I'm wrong.

Doc:
Doc grinned openly exposing his permanent fangs. She had spunk, he had to give her that, and she was right. “Sure I would **** you.. I would probably regret it afterwards, but I would **** your brains out and enjoy it while I could.” He was unabashedly unremorseful for his words as well. “I would **** you just to piss Elliott off, the fact I would enjoy, is just icing on the cake baby.” He slowly sobered. “But.. **** me.. Now I have let the cat out of the bag.. You will probably never let me get close. Call me a perv, or dirty old man..” He smirked his typical closed mouth smirk, “Doesn’t bother me. That also pisses Elliott off.”

Skylar:
I feel the need to laugh again. People get me wrong at times but I don’t’ mean anything by what I say. I just have an issue with filtering my thoughts at times.
“Oh god. That’s too funny.”
I start laughing and have to reach out and grab Doc’s arm to stop myself from losing my balance and falling on my arse.
“Perve away. Just keep your hands to yourself.”
Yes. I’m aware I’m holding his arm as I say this, but I figure he’ll understand my meaning.
“Ain’t nothing wrong with a little harmless flirting. Ric flirts to. I don’t think he knows he’s doing it. It just comes natural to him at times. Much like being an arse comes naturally at him times.”
I compose myself. One single thought or previous conversation helping to focus my mind.
“Wait. Back up a min. Pi cheated on Ellie? Are you ******* serious? No wonder she’s so ******* paranoid about me wanting him. Which I don’t. Just for the record. He’s so not in my age bracket. And hey! Why’d you regret ******* me?”
Really not the point. The Ellie question was more important but it suddenly struck me, what he said. Why’d he regret sleeping with me? Was I ****? Even in his imagination. That was pretty harsh.

Doc:
“Cheated? I don’t if it qualifies as ‘cheated’.. Let’s just say I had her first..” Doc is grinning. “Yes..” He nodded in fond remembrance. He was almost over the fact she had killed him. He looked at Skyler, as it dawned on him, he was wasn’t angry at Pi anymore. Then Skyler’s question about regret happened. “Why? Isn’t it ******* obvious?” He had had to laugh at her, because she didn’t see it. And then the fact that she didn’t see it, made more sense than anything. “Baby, we have nothing in common. You are all ‘let’s have fun and eat lolly pops.. let’s live for the moment’ and I am more.. ‘Let’s plot, and build a better future.’ The fact I fucked you would come back to bite my *** so bad. It would be said that I put need for primal urges ahead of what really mattered.” His smirk was well entrenched on his face now, “Suffice to say, glad to know Elliott is too old for you, that means I am.. and I have dodged a ******* bullet. So thank you.”
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Post by Doc »

--The following transcript was a live chat roleplay--

Skylar:
His explanation kinda cleared a few things up for me as to why Ellie hated Doc. I could see that; the jealousy thing. I guess that’s why they have issues with one another. I try to imagine them fighting over Pi. My brow furrowing as I do. The lolly helps to focus some though and I soon realise I’m being insulted again.
“Made up your mind about me already I see. You know you shouldn't go jumping to conclusions. Just cos I’m blonde doesn’t mean I’m dumb. Just like because I like to have fun doesn’t mean I don’t want to help build a better future. I make weapons to keep the family safe. I’ve gotten damn good at it to. I give money to charity. I’m not materialist. I don’t’ kill people. I’m a pretty good girl all things considered. And yeah, you might laugh but I busk every night. Not for the money. I don’t care about that. I do it to bring joy to others. I’m an entertainer. It’s who I am. That’s important too you know. For now and for the future.”
I may have gotten a little too serious at this point. I don’t like people making assumptions about me, even if I do at times help them along by how I act. In fact it’s pretty obvious I’m offended by what he said, not only through my words but by the fact that I now have my arms folded across my aching chest.

Doc:
Doc leveled a look at her, “I am not jumping to conclusions,.. I am going by your ‘words’. Give me a little credit, will you? You said .. Elliott is too old for you. If he is too old. I am too old. You said, you like to live life the way YOU want to. That implies, you put yourself first. You want to experience things as -you- want too. Which stands to reason, it is not the way that is best for the community as a whole… but how is it best for you.. personally. I am not putting words in your mouth. I am going by the words .. coming out of your mouth.”
He gives her a level look, “Don’t delude yourself, that ‘you making weapons’ helps the future. Who will use them for that purpose? Elliott? Mr. Peace and Love? No. Pi? No. She is too far up Elliott’s *** to do anything he wouldn’t agree with. Madison? No. She can run rings around I bet. You and I both know.. that’s is not what your weapons will be used for. They will be used for the HERE and NOW. The ‘in the moment’. It’s ok. Ric understands. Maybe by spending time with him.. you will eventually understand.”

Skylar:
I pout. Maybe my words did paint a pretty bad picture. Stupid words. I’ve got substance. I start to drum the fingers of my left hand on my arm. I’d of drummed my right too but that hand was busy holding the stick of the lolly I was still working on.
“Your future and mine sound pretty different.”
I give a small shrug. It’s not that I disagreed with him, not completely. The here and now was important too. I just wasn’t made the way he and Ric were. I start to think about that and realise that Ric and Doc might actually be quite similar in some ways. If he were my age I might actually be in trouble here. Thankfully that wasn’t the case. I was in no danger of falling for him.
“Look. You basically say that you being different keeps you out of the family. Right? Well there ain’t nothing wrong with being different. You do what you have to. I do what I have to. I’m not going to apologise because I don’t want to take up arms and go running around the city hacking creatures to pieces. But if you do. Great. Have at it. You want a weapon to help do it. I’ll make you one. No problems. Variety is the spice of life though Doc. It’d get old real fast if we all thought the same way and followed the same paths. Right? Maybe you need someone like me around to remind you of that. I’m not selfish. I’m just no superhero. I know who I am and I’m happy with that.”

Doc:
Doc presses his lips together in that look. You know the look. The look that says, “Jesus listen when I talk!’ “I never asked you to ******* apologize. I never asked you hack **** apart. ****, I never asked you to make me a weapon. And I agree.. Variety is the spice of life, .. the point is .. as long as we are -allowed- to have a life. There are those out there that .. brace yourself, Don’t want us to have a life. And -shocker- they are with us right now.”
He looked at her. She says she’s not selfish. But she is. She merely doesn’t see it. She sees herself as the ‘live and let live’. She doesn’t realize that there are those out there that don’t ******* care about that. That she is able to be so ******* carefree .. because there are those taking bullets and dying.. in order to give her that freedom. ******* Bieber Tween. She will never get it. There was no point in trying to explain to her kind. She was the kind that would be their down fall. He knew why Ric wasn’t ready to commit to her. Because she didn’t have a ******* clue.

Skylar:
“Well then… fine.. good. I’ll do my thing. You do yours. I don’t have any useful superpowers anyways, besides being able to inspire others that is. Though, truth be told, I’m not feeling all that inspiring right now.”
I tap my now dry lolly against my arm, arms still folded across my chest. I’d probably had a shot or two too many for this kind of conversation.
“You know I’m new to this life right? So me not knowing the big bad lurking in the darkness; kinda not a shocking revelation. So yeah. Maybe Ric does have something to teach me. But it’s not a one way street you know. I have things to teach him too.”
I leave that there. I’m not going into details about what I thought Ric needed to learn. I mean we all enrich the lives of others in one way or another, or at least we had the potential too. Any strong relationship, be it between lovers or friends, usually meant you learned something from one another.

Doc:
“What?” He gestures like ‘so’, “Being New is an excuse to be oblivious? Even the most rudimentary thinker would say.. ‘hmm Vampires are perceived as but in Human History.. I should probably not be so ******* cavalier?”
Her comment about teaching Ric something too?; made him shake his head. She would might want to believe that. However that was not the case. Because she wants Roderic to be like her. Ric was ******* perfect; as he was. She would try to change him. She would make him put himself over the greater good. Make him think of himself first and foremost. She never realizing that there were too few that put the greater good first. Yes. She was a perfect selfish Elliott Child.

Skylar:
“No…”
I say in a tone that shows I clearly think he’s lost the plot.
“It’s an excuse for not knowing everything there is to know. If I have questions I ask them. But you know. I kinda need to know what questions to ask first. So I’m not perfect. Who is?”
I start to get the feeling that Doc dislikes me. It’s weird but not totally unexpected. I mean my charms don’t work on everyone, even if I do want them too. That damn super power I had for reading feelings was on the fritz. Irritation? Annoyance? I shrug it off.

Doc:
Doc isn’t radiating any feelings really. It is a flat realistic determination. He takes no pleasure or pain from his determinations. He believes that all vampires, young and old should make it their own foremost job to find out, without being forced to listened. “See .. your word “Excuse”.. tells me the word, that ‘excuse’ is a copout. A way to say, ‘waaa waaa waaa.. I didn't know.’ So you can keep your conscience clear.
It is a ‘**** you’ to everyone else. Everyone else that is trying to make the Vampires and Humans coexist in a single world.” He eyes her evenly. Again no positive or negative emotions, just his observations. “So why haven’t you .. in your quest for experiencing ‘life’ dug into why things aren’t as rosy as Elliott paints them?”

Skylar:
“You the sort that likes to argue?”
I smile at him sweetly. I’m not really sure what to say to what’s been said. He’d made up his mind about me and I probably wasn’t in the best shape to argue against it. My somewhat unfiltered thoughts had a tendency to get me in trouble. No wonder Ric didn’t seem to like this particular habit of mine.
“And what makes you think I don’t question what I’m told? You think I’m the sort to just accept whatever I’m told? I wouldn’t say Ellie told me everything was rosy. I’m just more a glass half full kinda girl. No point crying about what I can’t change. My current condition being point and fact to that. I’m not crying in the corner or nothing. I’m here to have my bo… have Ric help me clean myself up. The other week I dug a bullet out of my thigh with pliers. I never asked for this life. I’m adjusting. And adjusting pretty damn well if you ask me. I’m not freaking out every time something takes me by surprise. Hell. I didn’t have any interest in gaining super powers even. Not until Ric pointed out that, that was probably stupid. You know progress or die. I’ve always kinda looked at it that way. But I’ve never been particularly power hungry.”

Doc:
“Hmmm argue.” He ponders that for a moment. “Do I Like argue? No. I am the sort that wants to understand. I want to know what is the person’s motivations. IF..” he smiled politely, “You are the sort to like to argue.. then I will gain nothing.” A pause and a slow fang revealing smile. “However, if I can may a young one.. like you .. question things.. And by questioning, see that things need to change.. great.
“However, if by my questioning.. the young one.. like yourself,” A brief smile, “Decides to prevaricate and defer by saying ‘I never asked for this’ … or ‘I am still adjusting’ .. then I know the motivations are more selfish.. than selfless.” Another pause, “What does this tell me? It tells me.. that push comes to shove and the apocalypse happens.. You are not only list of priorities.” He smiles, ‘I would still **** you. I just wouldn’t save you.”

Skylar:
I laugh. I’ve pretty much had this exact same conversation with Ric. Only I believed Doc when he said he wouldn’t save me. Good job then perhaps that I have Ric for that. Of course there’s a chance Ric meant it when he said it too. Now? Now I think he’d worry for me. Even if he wouldn’t admit it.
“Good to know. And you’re wrong about me. You’ll see. Or maybe you’re not. In the interest of full disclosure, I have a habit of disappointing parental unit types buy not living up to their expectations of success. It’s a thing. I’m working on it. Not with my actual parents though. That’s like… what’s the saying… locking the barn door after the horse has bolted. I’m working on it with Ellie. I owe him big time for saving my arse. And I have Ric too. Not that he’s a parental unit type. But I wouldn’t want to disappoint him either. Ah ****…”
The moment I say this I realise that’s what I’m about to do by showing up at his half cut and severely damaged. The damaged part probably won’t bother him too much though. I mean he seems to like violence and stuff, and stitching dead stuff. So … Maybe he’ll kind of enjoy stitching me back together again.
“He’s gonna be pissed isn’t he?”

Doc:
Doc shrugged apathetically. “I doubt it. I take it you have a key to his place for a reason. He wouldn’t let you have the run of the place if he didn’t want you around.” He raked his hair back with his hand, “He may not be pleased to see you hurt, but I would imagine he would be pleased that you’re not hurt more than you are.” His brow furrowed as he pondered a different point of view. “Unless..” He looked at her pointedly, “He thinks you are doing this just to get his attention. And by doing so.. you are being too ******* needy. Then yes, he could get pissed.” He smiled, “Does that help?”

Skylar:
“**** me. I never thought of it like that.”
I sudden rush of panic runs through me and my hands slip from their defensive position, one hangs at my side, the other covers my heart. I have to take a moment to think about it all. Does Ric know me well enough to know that I’d never do that? I had no issue getting his attention when I wanted it, so surely he wouldn’t jump to that conclusion. I mean what kind of psycho throws themselves into traps to get attention? Me? **** no.
“I’d never do that. I swear. I mean that’s just retarded or something. And yeah. He gave me key. How’d you know? Did I tell you? Man I really don’t have a filter on my thoughts do I?”

Doc:
No she hadn’t told him Ric had given her a key. Doc had guessed, he figured he would toss it out there ambiguously and see what happened. He was rewarded with her confirmation. Ric was different, but no matter how different a guy was, he didn’t toss keys out to just any chick. And the fact she affirmed she had a key, told Doc she and Ric were a couple. Earlier she had deferred to answer without prevarication. Now he had his answer. She had a key. They were a couple. However, he ignored her question about the key, and focused on her earlier comment. “Look relax. You fell off your shoes.. “
He made an amused face, “as lame as that sounds, because you were ******* drunk, and landed on the traps. It’s not like you are painting yourself as a heroine saving infants from a burning building.. and sustained the wounds. He might laugh at you.. and tease you.. tell you to get rid of the shoes.. but I doubt he will be pissed.”

Skylar:
I face palm. He’s definitely going to tell me to get rid of the shoes. I wouldn’t even be wearing heels if it weren’t for him. That’s the funny part of this I guess. Usually I’d wear suitable footwear to go on a pub crawl but I was trying to remind Ric I’m woman, even when I’m in jeans, so I’d been wearing them everywhere I go. You know. Just in case I run into him or he actually wants to see me. When Doc doesn’t tell me how he knew about the key, I just let it slide, assuming I was right and that I’d blabbed about it at some point. There was that one night, the night after he gave me the key that I did have a good few hours missing from my memory. **** knows what I did or said then.
“My shoes. My damn ******* shoes.”
I look down at my feet. I’d yell at the ******* things if I didn’t think I’d come across as a complete and ******* nutcase. I sigh, and look back up at Doc.
“He told me to take my shoes off on the night of the auction. Urgh. He’s gonna think I’m as dumb as my hair colour suggests.”
I consider taking them off now but decide against it. He knew what I’d done and that I was coming. Might as well face the music and see what happens.

Doc:
Doc grinned at her, he could watch the thoughts going through her mind due to the emotions that move across her face, from the ‘he told me so’ to the ‘dammit he was right’ look. “You know every time you wear them.. you will remember this event. And you trust me when I say, I think you would be happier of you just threw them away now.” His resisted the urge to wink at her, but damn he was enjoying her discomfort. It was amusing to see her get stressed out over shoes, when she had ******* huge holes in her chest. “Yes.. you should throw them away now. Why would you want to be reminded of me .. every time you see them?” His tone was facetious and amused.

Skylar:
“What? No.”
I look down at my shoes and then back up at him.
“I only have like one other pair of heels. I love these shoes.”
I look at the lolly in my hand and then around the immediate area for a bin to throw it in, not seeing one, I shove it in my bag; I’d get rid of it later.
“Maybe I need to remember tonight. My fuzzy brain might actually tell me to take them off then next time.”
Because there would be a next time. I didn’t have a drinking problem. I just liked to let loose every once in a while. Hell, falling into a bunch of badass traps wasn’t the worst thing I could do in this state; Dillon was. I’d broken that habit at least. Thanks to Ric.

Doc:
Doc shook his head as she shoved the lolly pop into her bag. “That is so unsanitary.” He mentally cringed. Little things like that said volumes to him. She was not someone who thought long term. She reacted and did not give a thought to the fall out that her seat of the pants actions may cause. In fact she was probably the type that was oblivious to the fact that her actions would cause fall out for others. She would just blithely cause chaos where she went and never knew the results. However, he pushed that thought aside as he smiled, “I am flattered that you want to remember meeting me.” He knew full well that was not what she meant, but he decided to see how she would react.

Skylar:
I laugh. Again. For some reason I find Doc kinda funny, even if I can practically feel him judging me.
“Meh. My bag. My germs. And believe me. I don’t need shoes to remember you. You’re… I dunno… You remind me a bit of Ric. But even if you didn’t. I’ve been wanting to meet ya for a while. I mean you’ve been super helpful in my silly questions thread on the fam board. And well…”
I debate on just how truthful I should be in this next bit. I’m pretty sure the feeling is mutual between Eliie and Doc and that Ellie’s said far worse than anything that could come out of my mouth, so I just finish my original sentence.
“Well I was kinda told to avoid you. I don’t much like being told what to do like that. So... yeah… I wanted to find out for myself if you were the evil entity I’ve been told you are.”

Doc:
Doc gave her an innocent albeit amused look. “Evil? I will admit I am an asshole.” Then he nodded “And a ********.. and I enjoy other people’s discomfort.. I have ruined more than one wedding.. and or party.. But evil?” He straightens and gives her a mock conceited smile. “Thank you. That gives me a warm fuzzy feeling in that black hole that I call my heart. And I can imagine how it was expressed to you… when told to avoid me. I bet it was something like ‘stay the **** away from that evil ********’.” She would have no idea, how thought of that event amused him to no end. “You really should avoid me. E will not be pleased to know that we’ve met. In person.”

Skylar:
“Pfft. Ellie doesn’t get to tell me who I can and cannot talk to. That’s a sure way to wreck any relationship we have and I’m pretty sure he knows it. I mean I respect Ellie and his opinions. But just because we think alike, doesn’t mean I have to take his thoughts as my own. I mean that would be… creepy actually. Pretty ******* creepy. And I hate to break it to you but I kinda have a thing for arseholes. Either I attract them, or they attract me. Maybe a bit of both.”
I’m bending over fiddling with my shoe again when I say this. As much as I love my shoes, they do have a tendency to play up. The strappy parts anyways. I probably should do them a notch tighter but I like being able to slip my feet out of them without having to undo them.

Doc:
Doc grinned wider. “Your call of course.” He nodded, “I was merely pointing out this could be a point of contention for poor Elliott. He tends to get himself worked up pretty good when it comes to me.” He watched as she bent over to mess with her shoes. “So I should let you get on your way to see Ric.” He reached into his pocket and pulled a business card out. It displayed his name, Dr. Charles Nilson, as well his phone number. “If Ric can’t sort your wounds out, for whatever reason, give me a call.” He knew she wouldn’t call. At least not tonight. But she would have his number for the future. He offered her the card once she straightened up.

Skylar:
“We chat on the fam board. He can see that for himself. So… His problem. Not mine. Oh hey random…”
I straighten up taking a deep unnecessary breath as a hand goes to my stomach and I wince from the pain. I probably shouldn’t be doing this bending down thing. Not with my buzz beginning to wear of. Which it was now. Being blown to **** can kinda help with that apparently. I pluck the card from his hand and place it in my bag.
“What animal do you turn into? You know. When you do that transmogrification thing. I don’t think you ever said… did you?”

Doc:
At her innocent question, he stiffened ever so slightly. "There was a reason I didn't answer on the family board. I need to inform someone else, before it is public knowledge. so to speak. As soon as I tell this other person, you will be the first to know.. fair?"

Skylar:
"Deal."
I offer him my hand to shake. There was a good chance I’d remember this conversation too. The power fascinated me. I had more questions but I decide to save those for another night.
“I kinda want that power myself. It sounds cool. Anyways. You were right. I should get upstairs. Ric knows I’m coming.”

Doc:
Doc shook her hand firmly and then released it. “Tell him I said Hi.” He nodded as he picked up duffel, shouldering it once more and moved to get back in line to see the black market dealer.

Skylar:
"Shall do."
I debate hugging him but in my state it would probably hurt. Before I can even realize this fact though, he’s gone back to whatever it was he was doing when I yelled his name. With our first meeting behind us - as I was sure we’d cross paths again - I turn and make my way over to the elevator. This night was just full of surprises.
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