{ ramblings of a monster }

[Nishaa]

sixteenth of october - two thousand and fourteen

Got shot by a cop.
In the ******* gut.
He's a dick.

[Nishaa]

20th of october - two thousand and fourteen

So I sired someone.
Marjani.
But I like to call her Mari-Jane, for lulz
Abbadon doesn't like that ive sired.
I want them to get along.
I just hope in time, they do.

[Nishaa]

twenty-second of october - two thousand and fourteen

I killed a Greater Mooncalf, thing.
It fell at my dead.
I felt like a god.
Nabbed a bone.
Go me.

[Nishaa]

first of november - two thousand and fourteen

**** my life
And then some.

[Nishaa]

first of november - two thousand and fourteen

**** my life
And then some.

**** everyone.

[Nishaa]

12th of november - two thousand and fourteen

Emotions are painful.
I wish I had a switch.
To turn it off.
I want to turn it all off.
Oh wait, I do.

[Nishaa]

twenty third of november - two thousand and fourteen

What's the point in fighting.
When I have nothing to fight for.

[Nishaa]

twenty second of january two thousand and fifteen

One of these days, I'm going to get a mallet and crush your dick with it.
See how brilliant you are then with your witty responses.
<insert drawn smiley face here>
Ohwait.
Oh wait, you only come out of the woodwork once in a bluemoon.
Totally forgot sorry!

Also, totally not built for this.
I should just be silent, or kill everyone and then let Tytonidae kill me.
I totally need seven days to calm down.

Until then, I'll dream about crushing his dick with something big and heavy.
Over, and over, each time it heals.

:)

[Nishaa]

twenty second of january two thousand and fifteen
pt 2

I'm calm.
Now to legit write properly.

I sired two people - just by feeding off them oops.
They went POOF. I don't care. As long as they don't break the masquerade. I really don't.

I make blades now, kick *** ones.
I got a twin, I talk to her a lot.
I also speak to Kirill now, he's cool. Gave me a hug.
Don't tell anyone.

Every has a boyfriend.
I hope she doesn't get fadebaby pregnant, I might just laugh.
Micah and Vel are away on anniversary.
So cute.

I'm single now, Paige completely vanished without a trace.
It's like Zoe all over again. Honestly? I'm having a hard time dealing with it. I can't let myself get that close to anyone again, too much pain. I should just rip out my heart, put it in a box just like Davvy Jones did in POTC.

Shan has poofed, same with Abi.
Is this what lonliness feels like?

[Rion]

The post from Rion was hastily scribbled, a few drops of blood staining the page. There will be random inserts from time to time, having stumbled upon Nishaa's journal in a fit of anger.

I don't keep one of these myself, but I found yours. You should be more careful where you leave things lying around. You're lucky it was me, or maybe not. I did take the liberty to read it myself. Let me get a few things off my chest, here:

**** that asshole. He's nothing but a limp dicked bottom feeder. Seriously, who the **** does he think he is?

And don't get me started on that *****. She has daddy issues written all over her. She's acting so hardcore, but she doesn't have the courage to back it up. Instead, she chooses to hide behind subtle remarks like we're in high school. I'd love to see her try to do something to me. She'd be in the Realm before she could blink and we both know it.

I think these people seriously underestimate their prestige.

We must have missed the memo for 'be as obnoxious as you can' night. They're acting like a bunch of children that were left off their leash.

Don't let it bother you, Teacher. They'll get what's coming to them.

- Student.