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[Lorde]

OOC NOTE :: All these are not to be taken IC, they are Melody's secret thoughts/feelings and shouldn't be used without my permission. Thanks.

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Unknown Date::

It was just a fling, a silly crazy little fling. I’d seen you dancing, the way you moved that body of yours. The way you moved those hips. Those little beads of sweat that ran down your skin, down to your bottom lip – how I wanted to run my tongue along that lip, and lap it up.

I –have– to know you.

Melz xx

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Unknown Date::

I came back. I watched you perform again, there’s something about the way you move that is so captivating. I feel like I’m betraying someone, but I don’t really care. I want to know you. Understand you, and understand why you make me feel like this? I am not allowed to FEEL. Yet. I refuse to feel such stupid, petty emotions.

You've sparked my interest, feel special.

Melz xx

[Lorde]

Unknown Date ::

I miss you, Enver. I don’t know what your doing but I miss you. I’d never tell you to your face, I’m too proud. I miss Lelantos too. I know you guys were a thing, married and in love, but that seems to have fizzled out. I miss you both. Luffy isn’t anywhere to be seen. You know what I think? I bet he’s curled up with that Pratt *****, what’s her face Ivy.

If I see her, I’ll cut that little pretty face. Ha.

Melz xxx

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Unknown Date ::

It actually went through. I cursed that little Tytttie *****. What’s her face Lia. Yeah. It was funny. I should tell her it was me, so they can see I am not afraid of their little faction. I’m going to bring them down. Something to do in my free time - - being a vampire ‘n all. I got lots of that ****, they killed my sire several times over for petty little reasons, it’s time to pay the favourite.

I also took the liberty of picking the lock to Lia’s apartment and planting a camera inside, looks like she’s got a little sister. I’ve seen her moving around in there. Sometimes just waiting. I should find this girl. Maybe even turn her. Wouldn’t that be a shock?

Oh well. Shadow realm trip for me.
It’d be worth it to see Lia weep over her little sister.

Melz xxx