Letters never sent home

[Dominique]

Friday March 29th, 2013

Today better be good. I NEED a job or to get lucky finding the set of wheels I can't resist. Money, money, money because it is still cold cold cold. Things are looking up. No new ink in two months. I think I could be cured. I just avoid the malls and shops so I am not tempted. Confession is good for this soul. Found someone who said I can go at 4 tonight and gave me directions. Will be doing that even if nothing else happens. Feel like I should join the circus. Could be a mess since clowns kinda aren't my thing but grandma said I looked like one so maybe that could be an option. Obviously heading back to New York isn't going to happen. Something about where I am just isn't right. Watching my back close. Hang tight. You are in this with me for better or worse. Oh and yes...Another night of nightmares and woke a mess. Will add that when I get back. Need to eat. Stomach is killing me worse than my mind.

-D-