From Russia With Love

[Tiaz]

DATE: 4.30.2012
TIME: 1437
LOCATION: UNDISCLOSED
ENTRY BY: ANDREI TIAZ


THEIR LAUGHTER WOKE ME TODAY. THE LITTLE GIRLS THAT PLAGUE MY DREAMS. OVER THEIR MIRTH I REMEMBER HEARING THE WIND AND FEELING THE COLD TOUCH OF SNOWFLAKES AGAINST MY CHEEK.THOUGH IT FELT FITTING AND FAMILIAR IT WAS OUT OF PLACE. THEIR LAUGHTER IS LIKE WINDCHIMES. I HEAR THEM NOW THAT IT IS SPRING IN CANADA. THEY ARE NOT LIKE THE WIND. THEY DO NOT HOWL OR WAIL. THE SOUNDS ARE FAR MORE DELICATE AND INNOCENT NO MATTER THE ACTIVITIES TAKING PLACE AROUND THEM. JUST LIKE THE GIRLS. THEY WOKE ME THIS MORNING LEAVING ME WITH JUST THE FAINTEST MEMORY OF THEIR FEATURES. THEIR FACES WERE ROUND AND PLUMP AS LITTLE GIRLS FACES SHOULD BE. ONE WAS BRUNETTE AND THE OTHER WAS BLONDE. BEYOND THAT I DO NOT KNOW. I COULD NOT SIT LONG ENOUGH TO FIND OUT. I HAD A TASK. AN ORDER THOUGH IT DID NOT GO WELL. JUST AS THE LITTLE ONES HAD WOKEN ME THEY DISTRACTED ME AS WELL SO WHEN THE TIME CAME I WAS HOLDING THE WRONG WEAPON.

THERE WAS NO TIME TO EXCHANGE THEM THOUGH IT WOULD NOT HAVE MATTERED. I WOULD HAVE EITHER MISSED BECAUSE OF THE WEAPON OR MISS MY CHANCE TO TRY. WITH THE SUN BEATING AT MY BACK I SETTLED FOR THE FORMER. MY BLADE CAUGHT FABRIC BUT NO FLESH. MY LITTLE HUNTING KNIFE SEEMS TO ONLY BE GOOD FOR THE GANGSTERS AND THIEVES. NO MATTER.

THEY WERE ABLE TO CORNER AND FINISH THE TARGET WITHOUT ME. I HEAR HE ENDED UP IN SILVER ARGENT'S BASEMENT. I AM NOT SURE IF I AM DISAPPOINTED ABOUT IT OR NOT. ONCE AGAIN IT DOES NOT MATTER. THE TASK IS DONE AND THE BACKLASH IF ONE COULD CALL IT THAT HAS BEGUN. IT IS STRANGE YET AMUSING TO SEE SO MANY 'MONSTERS' COMPLAIN ABOUT BULLYING ONLY TO EXCHANGE THE WORD FOR THINGS SUCH AS COWARDS. IT IS QUITE THE DAMNED IF YOU DO AND DAMNED IF YOU DO NOT YES? TO ADD TO IT THE SAME INDIVIDUALS THAT HAD FOUND AND HELPED KILL ME FOR MY BOUNTY ARE NOW ADVOCATING AGAINST TY AS IF THEY ARE THE ONLY GROUP TO PARTAKE ARE PARTAKING IN HUNTING FOR THE MASQUERADE.

I ALMOST HOPE THAT A BLIND EYE IS TURNED TO THE LIST IN FAVOR OF WATCHING THE ALERT RISE. WATCHING IT ALL BURN SOUNDS MUCH MORE ENTERTAINING THAN WATCHING OTHERS CRY FOUL AND BEHAVING LIKE GROUNDED FISH.

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[Tiaz]

DATE: 5.02.2012
TIME: 1107
LOCATION: UNDISCLOSED
ENTRY BY: ANDREI TIAZ


I HAVE HAD A TALK WITH VELVETEEN AGAIN TODAY. SHE IS PLEASANT TO SPEAK WITH THOUGH HAVING COMPANY IS STILL AWKWARD. IT IS NOT SO MUCH MY LACK OF ENGLISH KNOWLEDGE BUT THE LACK OF ABILITY TO KEEP THE CONVERSATION BALL MOVING. SHE ASKED ME ABOUT MY CHILDER. IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE CHECKED ON EITHER. WITH THAT KNOWLEDGE I PLAN TO LOCATE THEM BOTH TO FIND OUT THEIR STATUS. SIBLINGS CAME UP AS WELL. I DO NOT KEEP IN CONTACT WITH ANY OF THEM. I DO NOT FEEL A CONNECTION WITH THEM AND HAVE NO WISH TO CHANGE THAT. THINGS ARE MUCH SIMPLER WHEN THERE ARE LESS PEOPLE NOW. I AM NOT OBLIGATED TO SOCIALIZE WITH THOSE OF THE FACTION. WHAT INTERACTION THERE IS IS NOT FORCED. IT IS...COMFORTABLE TO A DEGREE.

AZRAETH CAME UP AS WELL. WE BOTH SEEM TO HAVE A LEVEL OF ADMIRATION FOR HIM. THOUGH HERS MAY BE DIFFERENT FROM MINE. NOW THAT THE TALK IS OVER...I AM LEFT THINKING ABOUT HIM AGAIN. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY HE HAS NOT RETURNED. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY HE LEFT WITHOUT A WORD. NEITHER SHOULD MATTER HOWEVER THEY DO.

I...MISS HIM.

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[Tiaz]

DATE: 5.05.2012
TIME: 1130
LOCATION: UNDISCLOSED
ENTRY BY: ANDREI TIAZ


I WOKE EARLY TODAY TO THE SOUND OF GUNSHOTS. I HAD FORGOTTEN HOW READILY THE POLICE ARE TO SHOOT. ONE CAUGHT MY LEG AND LATER ANOTHER CAUGHT THE OTHER. IT IS QUITE THE INCONVENIENCE BUT EASILY WORKED AROUND. IT WAS A SMALL PRICE TO PAY TO COMPLETE AN EARLY MORNING TASK. I WANTED TO WRITE AZRAETH. HE...SHE IS BACK FROM THE SHADOW REALM. I HAVE WELCOMED HER BACK ONCE BUT STALLED BEYOND THAT. THERE IS MUCH I FEEL I SHOULD BE TELLING HER BUT I DO NOT KNOW WHERE TO START. I SUPPOSE THAT IS WHY THE EMAIL I SENT WAS SHORT. I DO NOT EXPECT A RESPONSE. I WILL FOCUS INSTEAD ON MAKING CONTACT WITH VI AND STEFAN.

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